So today I'm sitting back and analyzing where my life is now. I have a new job, new car, new place, and dare I even toy with the idea... A new "interest."
All I have ever wanted from a partner is someone who listens, someone who laughs, someone affectionate. I have wanted someone to treat me like a queen. Treat me like I was the most beautiful woman in the world. Treat me like I'm the only one who matters. I want someone who wants to hold my hand, who wants to steal little kisses every chance they get. I want that type of romance!!
Instead I have picked the guy who is distant, the guy who doesn't want to be seen with me. The guy who won't introduce me as his girlfriend. The guy who makes me doubt how beautiful I am inside and out.
Today I sit wonder will I find this perfect guy? I have found someone who does all these things and I still keep them at arms reach because I'm afraid to be happy. I'm afraid it will end when I give in to my feelings. I'm afraid I over think everything and will lose it all because of this. I'm just afraid.
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